[He wanted to protest. He wanted to keep fighting his advances. But he was tired. He was tired of having to pretend to be okay in the public face that his life wasn't in shambles. He was tired of having to work with someone that he despised for the sake of a justice that would never become reality. He was tired of fighting to be the best he could be just to make people want him around.
He was broken and even after all this time of thinking, he still had no idea how to cope with his crushing failures and constant reminders of how he'd never had a chance to begin with. This world was cruel. People were cruel. And yet sat someone next to him that legitimately wanted him around, despite knowing all of the bad things that he had done.
He was tired of fighting. He was silent for a few minutes before responding finally.]
......... Do whatever you want...
[Was it because he was finally letting himself acknowledge that he was lonely or because he simply didn't have the energy to deny it anymore? Probably a little bit of both.]
....And my paid finally ran out on his rofl
[He wanted to protest. He wanted to keep fighting his advances. But he was tired. He was tired of having to pretend to be okay in the public face that his life wasn't in shambles. He was tired of having to work with someone that he despised for the sake of a justice that would never become reality. He was tired of fighting to be the best he could be just to make people want him around.
He was broken and even after all this time of thinking, he still had no idea how to cope with his crushing failures and constant reminders of how he'd never had a chance to begin with. This world was cruel. People were cruel. And yet sat someone next to him that legitimately wanted him around, despite knowing all of the bad things that he had done.
He was tired of fighting. He was silent for a few minutes before responding finally.]
......... Do whatever you want...
[Was it because he was finally letting himself acknowledge that he was lonely or because he simply didn't have the energy to deny it anymore? Probably a little bit of both.]