[He'd be right thinking that. It may have been a few months since then, but it was still a touchy subject. Part of him expected some jabs from Ren, but there were none; If nothing, he should really expect them more so from himself than Ren.
What good would killing Ren do him? He may have had a motive before, but it's not like he had anything to really work for now. Being so goal-orientated for most of his life, it felt weird to have a loss of purpose. There was a lot on his mind and after this long? It wasn't going to be resolved any time soon.
Maybe that was really why he found his way here? The sense of familiarity in an otherwise confusing time. ...But why should he feel any sentimental value here? It's not as if they were friends. He could keep telling himself that, but Morgana's words back in the ship stuck a cord, along with everything else.
It was hard to feel lonely and wanting to feel loved for a change, but not knowing how to handle it so he instinctively turned it down. He may have had no direction when he made his way here unknowingly, but somewhere deep down in his heart he longed for the company.]
Time is all I've got now. [But man.... fate really was a bitch sometimes wasn't it?] It's... fine.
[He was a natural conversationalist when he wasn't pretending to be someone he wasn't, can't you tell? Awkwardly clearing his throat lightly, he wasn't used to making small talk like this. Not unless there was a reason for it. ]
So you said you returned home then...? What brings you back here?
[Why did he feel the need to ask. It's not like they were-- He was just reaching for some sort of topic that didn't make him feel more awkward. That had to be it.]
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What good would killing Ren do him? He may have had a motive before, but it's not like he had anything to really work for now. Being so goal-orientated for most of his life, it felt weird to have a loss of purpose. There was a lot on his mind and after this long? It wasn't going to be resolved any time soon.
Maybe that was really why he found his way here? The sense of familiarity in an otherwise confusing time. ...But why should he feel any sentimental value here? It's not as if they were friends. He could keep telling himself that, but Morgana's words back in the ship stuck a cord, along with everything else.
It was hard to feel lonely and wanting to feel loved for a change, but not knowing how to handle it so he instinctively turned it down. He may have had no direction when he made his way here unknowingly, but somewhere deep down in his heart he longed for the company.]
Time is all I've got now. [But man.... fate really was a bitch sometimes wasn't it?] It's... fine.
[He was a natural conversationalist when he wasn't pretending to be someone he wasn't, can't you tell? Awkwardly clearing his throat lightly, he wasn't used to making small talk like this. Not unless there was a reason for it. ]
So you said you returned home then...? What brings you back here?
[Why did he feel the need to ask. It's not like they were-- He was just reaching for some sort of topic that didn't make him feel more awkward. That had to be it.]