[Damn it. What's with his smug attitude? It pisses him off. It wasn't the same as the past, but even still... How dare he play with him like this when he -- himself -- had no idea how to feel about anything these days? Ren had it all figured out and he...
Putting one hand on his forehead while trying to get a grip and the other gloved hand clinching into a fist without him even realizing, he tried to calm himself down. Why couldn't he have gotten his life together? Why couldn't he just... figure out what to do with himself...?
Damn it!
Oops. And that was his clinched hand slammed down on the counter. Breath. Relax.]
Don't you dare act you know a thing about me.
[There's that irregular side of him that he's been trying to suppress this entire time. It was anger, sure, but more than that it was him on the brink of acting on his own hurt wounds and confusion. It wasn't exactly directed towards Ren.
He should have left. He shouldn't be here but... part of him knew Ren was right. Deep, deep down.... He didn't want to leave. If he did, he would have already chanced the rain.]
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Putting one hand on his forehead while trying to get a grip and the other gloved hand clinching into a fist without him even realizing, he tried to calm himself down. Why couldn't he have gotten his life together? Why couldn't he just... figure out what to do with himself...?
Damn it!
Oops. And that was his clinched hand slammed down on the counter. Breath. Relax.]
Don't you dare act you know a thing about me.
[There's that irregular side of him that he's been trying to suppress this entire time. It was anger, sure, but more than that it was him on the brink of acting on his own hurt wounds and confusion. It wasn't exactly directed towards Ren.
He should have left. He shouldn't be here but... part of him knew Ren was right. Deep, deep down.... He didn't want to leave. If he did, he would have already chanced the rain.]